Another EMO Night :(

I feel the wind blow in this place
There I see the stars beyond this window pane
Shining so bright, here in this night
Here I feel I feel sense of love
Deep in my heart, I cry for you
Every tear that falls feels like a wound
The stars in the skies
Gently shines, taking away my pain
I hear a voice gently saying
Don’t be afraid, I feel the warmth come over me
As I sleep in their embrace
And even though I do not have the strength to go on
Even though I try to hold on
This love will never ever be meant for me
But I’ll keep on smiling
Even though my dreams won't come true
I’ll remember ever moment with you
Like the stars that shine forever
I’ll treasure my love, for you

如果你爱上了别人…我会笑着放开你

一个人游走在路上，

看着来来回回的人群，耳边忽然回响起朋友问我的一句话…

“如果有一天，你爱的人突然告诉你，他爱上了别人，你会怎样？”

‘放开他…’

这是我的回答…

听着我的答案，朋友接着问我…

“难道，你就不想去坚持那份爱？”

呵呵…如果，真的会有那一天，

‘坚持’我又何尝会不想…

试问，又有几个人能够如此潇洒的说放弃就放弃…

但是，一味的坚持，

是否就会等到自己想要的？

如果不行…又何苦要让自越陷越深…

当爱你的人，爱上另一个人…

别傻傻的以为，

能够用自己的天真，

去唤回那不安的灵魂…

每一天，只能够一个人痴痴的等…

面对那受伤的另人心疼的眼神…

当等待痛苦的眼泪落下…

倦了…累了…

你才会笑着对自己说：

当初，又何苦逼着自己一个人，面对爱给的伤痕…

爱情是两个人的事，

感情的付出，

不是用一颗真心，

就一定能够得到结果…

别傻傻的问自己到底应该怎么做，

才能够维持长久不变的爱情…

总有一天，你会真正懂得，

爱…是自己给自己的伤痛…

给的伤痛，也就只有自己才能够真正解脱…

亲爱的，

如果有一天，你对我说，你爱上了别人…

我会流着泪，

笑着对你说‘分手’…

因为我爱你，所以我知道强求的爱得不到任何结果…

因为我爱你，所以我会毫不犹豫的放开你的手…

因为我爱你，所以我希望你能够得到你想要的幸福…

因为我爱你，所以当你转身离去时，我会流着泪，给你最真诚的祝福…

因为我爱你，所以我谢谢你给了我一次爱的机会…

因为我爱你，所以我深深的明白

爱，是一感受，即使痛苦，都会觉得幸福…

爱，是一种体会，即使心碎，都会觉得甜蜜…

爱，是一种经历，即使破碎，都会觉得美丽…

Acting Cool

ops.... what's this... acting cool....

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Veuve

Hey diary,

Last Nighti drank the bottle - Veuve
Last week was MOET

but... i don't really like them both.
I still prefer Lambrini.
Expensive stuff nowadays was never too good.
Maybe it was me. Born Low. :p

They say, Life is Short.
Might as well enjoy it before it ends with regret.

i PM my pilot friend
in MSN requesting him to teach me how to fly a plane
so that i would know how to get to Tibet China where the ship were made.
I know that was absurd.. but u will never know what you have learnt
had be come very handy sometimes, might be life saving too.

I was so left behind with my French. :p
Anyway, trying hard to cope. Prefer to increase my mandarin writing skill

I was trying to give up Ice Skating~~~
so that i can spend more time with my Gym and also my Golf.
but im always lack of motivation...
always...
doing something not important...

Moreover,
there was another nice movie i would like to share
INCEPTION!
best movie after Slumdog Millionaire 2009
Lets bet, they will surely get it in Oscar for this year.

Have you watch em?
If not, that's your loss.

My new Baby name Tissot (Baby-T)

I have been holding back myself for some time. Today finally i made up my mind to purchase a watch for myself. The last watch that i purchase was 10 years back with a brand name "CAT" Cool enough for my childhood.

My Initial plan is to purchase a "Tag Heuer" or "Omega" But after thinking over it for some time. I better purchase brand that suits my status. "Tag Heuer" or "Omega" has been way too high for me although i can afford to buy one.

Finally Tissot is the brand i choose... a brand that is sporting enough and young looking also the price range suits a guy who only work for 3 years.

It is hard though to choose a watch. Especially me who is very very very "picky" over this type of thing. After 1 hour in the shop i manage to choose 2 & Finalize with the following :D

A Closer look to my Baby-T

Pampering Day

What is better than pampering your self with some good food? 

This is my  Starter

First Main Course. It looks weird and not tasty to me... however this piece of shit is awesome ~~!!!

Second Main Course... some vegetarian course.... dont know what the fuck that was...

Always End yourself with some Ice-Cream & Wine :-D

The meal would have been greater if i am accompany by some hot chicks.

Present from God Sister

I've receive a lot of gift in this year birthday however i would rate this as my best gift of the year. It is not about price or what i receive. i just feel very happy after reading the card she gave to me.

The packaging looks really nice. Don't know why i think i love the packaging more than the present. Haha

 Tada~~~ Just a Simple Portable Speaker that produce kinda nice sound

Un-wrap~~~ 2 Cute Droid

Then what i am surprise is this 3 card~~~ from the same person... out of curiosity i read them with my fullest attention.

The Message it's really long. however it really shows me how well my "Kai Mui" understand me and love me.

So, i will take some time to type out the long message

Card 1

Yes... Yes... Just as MR Emo at front says "Believe in Yourself"

You know when you be confident and put up your effort in everything you do, you can achieve the good result. So never give up!!!

Ganbateh... Ganbateh.. You can do it!!!

Move a step forward, never look back, then you see that you stand ahead than others

I cant do anything for you. Just can give you some encouragement whever you fell Down.

Cheers,

Rika

Card 2

I believed that god always take care of you and your family. so, whenever you are down, pray to the lord Jesus Christ to give you strength & adding your faith so you can go through the sorrow with the strong heart. When you happy, remember to always thank him coz what you got is from him who provides you.

Be a wise guy...

Ahhh... Feels like i talked... oops i wrote too much... hehehehe...

1 more time "Happy Birthday George"

Gd Bless You,

Rika

Card 3

Happy Belated Birthday to Georgy...

hmm... now was thinking what am i gonna write for you hahaha...

1st thing of coz happy belated birthday...

2nd things wishing you all the best things will come to your life.

Better future for you

Remember to always be greatefull to what you have.

From year to year, wish you become more mature guy, in your action also your thought.

Well, also wish you will never be alone in each of your birthday.

So many thing to wish... hmmm...

I tried to pour out what i have thought of , squeeze my brain >.<"

think... think... think..

Always be happy and cheer up yo~!!!

Best Regards

Rika

This present shows me that she know i love music so she gave me a great portable speaker so that i could have quality sound where ever i go. Music that could calm every bad thing that happen to me.

She have been praying for me all the time. Also asking me to pray so to get gain guide from god. Although i am not Christian, but yes... thank you Rika

Can see's that she is trying to write something to tell me that  "Hey, there are still people love you out there... done blame yourself this this and that that" i totally get the message dear~~ i love you too...

Not to sound long winded... This is the best present in the year 2010... it really touch me... & i almost... T_T

Happy Birthday to ME

Kinda a late post~~~ however i would like to thank those friend of my who take time to celebrate for me... great food great present and great friendship. I Love all of you...

Jocelyn Group - Awsome Makan trip... eat till i gemuk liao haha... 

Ruzainah - Thanks for the Long Journey call & Chat

Yeen - Fantastic to see u back to Malaysia but now Back to Aussie again

Edmond - Great Dining with you...

Papa & Mama -  Love the time i spend with you all...

Star Planet Buddy -  Yeah... wonderful Fine Dining and surprise... ( Girls~~~!!!!! )  :D

Nanny - Long Winded SMS

Lastly but not least... Everyone who SMS & Call me or Facebook me... Thank you all so muchie... 

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Soaking myself & Relax!!!

~~It took 15 Minute to fill this up~~

I know it is "GAY" but i took it @_@ Smile~~

This is a fake Post of Sleep. But Seriously i am so tired that i sleep while i am in the tub

Woi~~!!! Dont need to peek... it's Covered ^_^

Hide Hide Hide... Scare the water... head dare not go down~~

I actually Put a "Double Bath Form"  into my TUB hohoho but still not enough... tomorrow shall ask for 6 to 10 from Room Service